I understand his attitude. I often feel a trifle naked, for lack of a firearm.
Some of that is PTSDish, and part of it is massive habit. I've spent a lot of time where the furthest a firearm was from my person was a bit more than arm's reach. There is a whole set of internal math that leads to.
I don't feel scared for lack of a firearm; when this happens, any more than I feel scared when I don't have cutlery on my hip. It's just that I feel a bit undressed.
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Date: 2010-03-22 04:34 am (UTC)Some of that is PTSDish, and part of it is massive habit. I've spent a lot of time where the furthest a firearm was from my person was a bit more than arm's reach. There is a whole set of internal math that leads to.
I don't feel scared for lack of a firearm; when this happens, any more than I feel scared when I don't have cutlery on my hip. It's just that I feel a bit undressed.